About Ex-Fundie Diaries

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Hi! Welcome to Ex-Fundie Diaries!

My name is Elly (they/she), and I grew up homeschooled in a fundamentalist christian family. At age 23, I began deconstructing my faith, which led me to eventually reject christianity all together. Along the way, I started therapy, got a C-PTSD diagnosis, discovered I am bisexual, and developed an entire new worldview.

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Childhood Signs of My Bisexuality | Bi Erasure in Christian Fundamentalism

This video is about the bi erasure I experienced growing up in Christian fundamentalism. I share the queerphobic teachings of my homeschool community and three childhood signs of my bisexuality that I wasn't able to recognize until adulthood. CW: bi erasure, queerphobia, misogyny, & religious trau…

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Happy Pride Month 🏳️‍🌈 My Pronouns are She/They 💕 #Shorts

Happy Pride Month! I wanted to let you know that my new pronouns are she/they. Here is a wonderful video that helped give me the courage to take this personal step: "Kristin and Jen Have New Pronouns" by The Kitchen & Jorn Show: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0NsMdzU6qPc Thanks so much for wa…

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Christian Nationalist Child Indoctrination Cult | AWANA: Approved Workmen Are Not Ashamed

This video is about AWANA, a fundamentalist Christian program for children that I was apart of growing up. Using videos to explain, I share my perspective looking back on it now: that AWANA is actually a christian nationalist child indoctrination cult. CW: white supremacy, racism, queerphobia, tr…

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